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Queen Vampiress A.K.A Countess Cassara (Stephanie H.)
(Name explanation: I despise my real name but I use it for my writing. When I start streaming my own channel you'll find me under Countess_Cassara.) I'm 32 years old, I have a BA in Forensic Psychology, an MS in Child Psychology, and a partial MFA. I got married on Halloween 2018 to my best friend and soul mate. I was diagnosed with triple-negative breast cancer in May of 2019 and finished treatment on March 9th, 2020. I have developed severe neuropathic pain due to a bad reaction to chemotherapy medications. They have left me unable to stand, walk, sit, or use my hands for short/long periods. I lack feeling in my hands, feet, legs, and arms. What that means is if I take a needle and stab myself with it I won't feel it until mid-thigh or upper arm. If someone pinches my hand, calf, or arm I can't feel it. I am seeing a neurologist and a pain management specialist. EMG testing showed my nerves are normal, my pain management doctor could not help me further since the medications do not work. My oncologist is having me try physical therapy and occupational therapy. Nothing has changed sadly and my team is unsure where to go from here.
Since I can't do a lot of things I enjoy doing, I have been drawing, painting, and writing with lots of breaks in between. The photos below are from my wedding day and a photo of my Doberman earlier this year. He's been my therapy dog through all of this difficult time. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. For those who are wondering, the soccer ball is on his nose, there's a hole in it lol.
A little positive about me, I like nature. I have tons of photos from back when I used to go out on outings with my mother-in-law and my husband. I of course am a huge horror movie fan and all things vampire. I write horror novels, short stories, but I do write some stories in the realm of fantasy and sci-fi. I play video games, mostly RPGs, action-adventure, and fps. I used to roleplay back in the Myspace days. I'm hoping to stream horror reviews, video games, chats, art, and telling creepy stories with all of you soon. I also hope to cosplay as well and share those here too. I'm available on Patreon now, visit https://www.patreon.com/vampire_dreams to view exclusive artwork and original stories/poems. Lots to look forward to lovelies. Stay creepy and keep posted for updates.
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