I'm Sorry

I want to say I’m sorry

I despise apologies but for you,

I feel terrible for the past

The mistakes

The breakdowns

The instability

From dealing with my own past traumas

Making your life harder than it already was

I’m sorry for not telling you sooner

Missing my best friend

Who I shared laughs,

Late night conversations about everything

Sharing our passions

Our fears

The future and past

Wondering if we can get that back

Or is it too late?

Has the bridge been burned?

Never to be rebuilt again.

Hoping someday you’ll forgive me

For now, take what you will

From this apology.